I lost the extra weight, became hotter than I was when he met me and he repaid me back by cheating on a woman that’s like my old self and at he end, left me.
I got married to my “durling” husband when I was 25 and in five years we had three children but giving birth to my three precious ones took it’s toll on my body and overall self.
I had stretch marks on my laps and bum bum which my husband happened to like but I so hated them with passion, I added 50kg and my old clothes wouldn’t fit no more. Anytime I’m going out and someone looks at me for too long I give them my angry go-f*ck yourself look but deep inside I would shrink and gawd, how I hated my body.
Although hubby never complained, he loved our sexual encounter more and even though he doesn’t say it I felt he wouldn’t mind if I get even bigger ’cause he was always bringing all these yummy unhealthy foods home as treats.
But then I stumbled on a page where pictures of people who have been advised to “diet or die” were displayed and the caption goes like “don’t wait until this happens” In the pictures, all those people were horribly fat and had problems breathing, and if they don’t lose the weight they’d die of heart problem, that day, I had a talk with myself. “If you die now, your children are going to suffer”
That was all the motivation I needed, I registered at a gym around my area and ran every morning on my way to the gym and back, started eating healthy, cut out white rice and other white foods from my meals and went for wheat bread, brown rice and brown foods. I drink warm water and lemon mixture everyday and within a week I started seeing the effect.
On days when I don’t go to the gym, I would wake up as early as 4:30 am run around my estate for like 30 minutes then come back home to start the day, during the day, I stopped taking chips and soft drinks which I used to love. And at the end of 6 months, from size 16 I was able to fit into my size 8 clothes and I felt soo good about myself, I walk with a bounce of confidence and talk the way I feel.
Meanwhile, Lee boo has changed by this time, he complained about how I’m not so tight down below again, he complained about everything and I had to begin wondering if I’m doing anything wrong. Anytime he brings treats home I’d give them to the kids after thanking him.
Little did I know that he’s trying to fatten me up, after a year I became “lee hot, la sexy” and I thought Lee boo will be delighted but the opposite was the case, he gets angry when men sends admiring looks at my tight, flat abdomen, and when I wear sexy clothes he’d look uncomfortable and ask “who are you doing all these for”, I confuse but didn’t stop because by then exercising and living healthy had become a lifestyle I couldn’t just quit.
But then, I found out he was cheating on me, with a very fat woman! The very picture of my old self, big and yanshy, my head whirled and my world crashed, of all the stinking whores in the world it had to be this woman that you’d cheat on me with.
Then it occurred to me that he likes them big, I remember how he loved every sexual encounter when I was fat and how he complained bitterly when I became lepa. To him, the fatter, the tighter and the tighter, the better.
I wasn’t ready to go back to my fat life and he wasn’t ready to quit f*cking the fat ugly woman so we had to part ways, the betrayal hurts, it hurts so much it clenched at my heart but I exercised more and did rougher things to get over the pain, now that I’m here I’m not going back (to being fat) because of a sucker husband! But I wish I’d known, I wouldn’t have been so bothered.